31/10/25
A Divine mess this all is,
A wondrous play of cards thrown up in the air without a care for where they land,
Without rhyme or reason
This chaos takes no prisoners and does not bargain with anything.
It is too total for we and me and us and you,
Blasphemously & unapologetically raw,
This is authentically what you always longed for.
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9/10/25
A timeless utterance of this freedom,
free from time & space,
therefore free from direction & destination.
Nowhere to go, and nowhere to stay.
This is Absolute.
Alexis Non Duality - India Retreat 20/9/25 - 26/9/25
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpEbMxLdjls...
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7/10/25
Nothing Matters
Everything is Love
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19/8/25
This dream of personhood, location, continuity & autonomy can seem like an existential & samsaric treadmill going nowhere.
The impersonal relief of the dream of separation is deep rest... For no one.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7f1eljN0_Oo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZjGbiBEfJYA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60MhY0SpJkU
Zoom Meetings from a weekend
12/8/25
This is simple.
So simple that it is before understanding, it is behind the reaching, it precedes seeking, it is just this without direction or next.
There is already no direction or next.
This is already complete.
Alexis - Non Duality meetings in California
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2/7/25
'There's nowhere to get to, and nowhere to remain. No now to reside in, and no then to escape to. This is already total.'
Non Duality & The Power of Now
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxYIsDZo7Tg&t=1s
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25/6/25
'There is awe in the impersonal revelation that there never was anyone to live or die.'
Alexis - Non Duality - Hybrid Meet 25/6/25
https://www.youtube.com/live/tfH-p2HQ56c
18/6/25
This is neither alive nor dead, living nor dying, created nor destroyed.
This is total.
Unpolarised.
Alexis - Non Duality - Hybrid Meet 18/6/25
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z4zXlZD4K48
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16/6/25
My life is a straightjacket.
My death is relief.
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10/6/25
All paths are relative, which never lead to the absolute.
All paths are absolute in disguise.
The absolute is already.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A-YgCvWVH5M
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9/6/25
This is an exposure of complete hopelessness,
Which is complete liberation.
Meetings in Wales - 6/6/25 - 8/6/25
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=isXeKMgDRZU&t=1s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p135skIgBAw&t=3s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uzksi4KJlAw&t=3s
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31/5/25
"So to be clear, 'me' is the story, Consciousness is the illusion that grows out of the sense of separation."
"We're talking about the exposing of that which is illusory, which is the felt sense of being here positioned in and with a body.
And as though that apparently dissolves, there is absolutely no one left, nor ever was there, it only seemed like there was."
"When that apparently departs, the body has got absolutely nothing and no one inside of it, and it goes on apparently (to suggest time) doing its thing without a driver."
Full dialogue here:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rwk_G-9U2rM&t=3s
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17/5/25
Death is a comedian:
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She watches your every fleeting attempt to stay alive, to cling to that which you claim to own and know.
She laughs as you struggle in your confusion, and your fumbling around looking for her grace.
She smiles gently when you run from her loving embrace.
With hope, you evade her, but she is everywhere, she is undeniable.
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And when you are not looking, and when you least expect it, you will be swallowed up into her belly which could never be avoided.
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And her childlike laughter at your striving attempts to remain separate, which once upon a dream seemed so malicious and malevolent will be recognised as unconditional love and compassion that you always longed to come back home to.
Her grace is what you call evil, yet in the natural reality it is the maternal and loving caress you most deeply yearned for.
She is home, yet she is your annihilation.
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16/5/25
'Unconditional love has no owner.'
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8/4/25
'What we're talking about is neither felt, sensed, nor perceived. It is absence, which is everything already.'
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You are the grabbing for that what's longed for,
And the end of grabbing is what's longed for,
Even if there was a choice, how would you initiate the absence of that?
Every attempt to get somewhere else, to get something else, to become someone else is reinforcing the suffering of longing.
You can't know your own absence anymore than you can reach for your own fingertips.
As long as looking is happening, there will always seem to be something missing.
The relaxation of that is compassion and liberation.
The price for that is your life, which you never had, and it never had 'you' either.









